February 2009
2 posts
holy fuck
I haven’t posted anything in such a long time, but today is quite the shitty day and right now I feel the need to vent EVERYTHING in my head. I won’t do that, though.
I’m just so very stressed about my whole life at this point and want to list the good and bad things going on right now.
1. GOOD- My relationship with Tony throughout the past year has been amazing. I can tell how...
January 2009
1 post
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browsing through the internet I’ve found that I wasn’t the only one that spent New Year’s Eve with three other people. three people that are close to me, of course, Kaila, Tony, and Sean. It was nice. I hope everyone enjoyed the night as much as we did. hah
Our Siamese cat, Cody, hasn’t been seen in at least five days. We’re very worried about him. He is an outdoor...
December 2008
9 posts
Who you are is a terrible thing to waste.
If you really are into peace that much, then why do you fight? If you really believe in love, then why do you hate anyone not like you? If you really want to live with passion, then why do you sit in front of your computer screen all the time? Do you really respect the world that is out there? Would you honestly be able to be sincerely friendly to the people you cross on the street? What about the...
today
I’m feeling much better! it’s weird.
I have decided that I need to tell someone to get me some Office DVDs this Christmas. I guess I COULD just go get them myself after my birthday, which is in 7 days!! I will be 20 years old on Christmas eve.
Birthdays are weird.
I can’t wait until after this Friday when I can just sleep or read in my spare time! Thank all goodness.
My Body
My body is a broken water spout that can’t quite be turned off.
My stomach churns and lies heavily as nausia knits itself into my intestines.
My head is hurting from the locks that keep the worries in.
I can’t find my eyes to show me the better side.
Right now my body wants to stand still.
still.
Like a blockade of thoughts wrapping itself around my body in a tornado that stands...
“Through violence you may murder a murderer but you can’t murder murder....”
– -Martin Luther King, Jr., March 4, 1967
Rest in Peace, Odetta Holmes. “if you can’t fly, run. if you can’t run, walk. if you can’t walk, CRAWL, but by all means, keep on moving.
“Nobody grows old merely by living a number of years. We grow old by deserting...”
– -Samuel Ullman (via beepbopboop) (via beccapixels)
(I love this quote because it reminds me of what I think is sort of happening to one of my friends and it makes me sad a little) glad I stumbled upon it :) thank you, becca
November 2008
6 posts
“GOODNESS
Do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways...”
– John Wesley
“KINDNESS
Kindess is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can...”
– Mark Twain
October 2008
20 posts
sit back, relax, let your mind wander into the...
I'll be the first to say
OH, HAPPY DAY!
bada boom
I feel lousy for not doing my Anthropology paper. Tony knew I wouldn’t do it either. So while I sit here at home, my group is hating on me in class because I didn’t write MY paper. I’m sure there will be two others not showing up, so whatever.
I am really starting to enjoy my art class now, though! I really like the design we’re currently working on and the colors I ended...
- Madlib
I love this sound.
weak end
I saw Lotus with Stine, Lo and Nicole. They were so good!! So many amazing lights and sounds to dance all night long too. It was an awesome experience. Photos later.
Western was a very fun time as well. I hate coming back to Canton and feeling the tug of everyday life surrounding me.
One,two,skip a few days
So I’m going to Western tonight to visit some friends until Sunday, which is when Me, Nicole, Steen, and Lo are going to see LOTUS! So excited, if you have never listened to this band I would highly recomend it.
Halloween party tonight. I hate when Halloween comes around because I have always wanted to be a flapper but never allow myself enough time to actually get a costume together....
just a here and there
OKAY I’ve been super confused about my life as of late. Well, I guess not really lately, I’ve felt like this for a while now, but the feeling comes and goes.
I don’t know what I want to do with my life at this point. I know I’d like to travel, wait a while to ever have kids and settle down, and just have a really exciting ten years before I’m 30. But the thing is, I...
“May we never go mental, may we always stay gentle.”
– ofmontreal
I liked this one a lot...
I should follow this.
what is computer?
I have some amazing pictures on my sonyericcson phone and I need to upload them onto the computer!
I figured out how to connect the phone and do file transfer, but when I connect the USB to the computer nothing pops up, so I can’t figure out how to REALLY transfer the files!
I am so confused and annoyed because some of these pictures are so beautiful, plus there’s no room left on my...
byke
should I just resort to riding everywhere? why am I having such bad car luck? and why can’t Tony’s parents just fucking blow me off to my face?
ASS HOLE!
other than all that jazz, I’m glad the goverment finally found SOMEONE abusing their powers…;)
to be completely honest, though, I’m real scared of racist fucks trying to kill Obama.
“Turn off your mind, relax, and float downstream. It is not dying.”
– the Beatles
September 2008
3 posts
hmmhmhm
I can’t wait for Kaila Boggs to get back into my life.
I can’t wait to get my hair did.
I can’t wait for Rothbury 2009.
it better fucking come.
I can’t wait to email my teacher my late homework assignment!!
:D
Humming bird.
Today at the library I was trying to think of a song to hum as I was cleaning up the shelves during ‘clean up’ time, but I couldn’t think of any.
what are some good songs that can be easily hummed?
